Sunday, February 24, 2008

Return

I'm returning.

The next few weeks might be touch and go. This week is relatively calm, but the first week in March is a whirlwind.

I'm also returning with a friend. That stupid, painful red friend that visits every month. And I'm sick that she decided to make her ever-faithful appearance.

I want a baby. I want to feel those first flutters. I want to count weeks. I want to THROW UP. I want the pain of labor because I want a brother or a sister for M. I want sleepless nights and poopy diapers and hours of pacing.

We'll try again.

4 comments:

Christina said...

Welcome back! Just check in when you feel like it - blog on YOUR terms.

And...hugs. All I can offer it hugs, and a shoulder to cry on. God already has a baby in mind for you, you just have to wait for the right time!

Kyla said...

I hope you get your wish, Natalie. You guys deserve to and you would be such a blessing to another little one. You're in my prayers.

Arizaphale said...

Oh b*gg*r. Now of course you know the key is DON'T GET ANXIOUS.... now you won't GET ANXIOUS WILL YOU??????? JUST CALM DOWN AND LET IT HAPPEN....

good grief.

What can we say? We feel your disappointment.

On a positive note....I can't wait for my cards (how excitement!!!)...I keep wondering if they're there as I wander down to the mailbox....:-D At least I know to relax and wait now!!!

Colleen said...

It'll happen. The waiting stinks... but it'll happen when it's supposed to.

And if you just can't stand it... have you tried the clear blue ovulation machine? It was a little pricey... but I believe it worked for us. It took off a little pressure I think.