Thoughts

No responses, please. I wish I knew how to turn the response option off for the next few posts. I need a place to work through this.

I named the baby. Paige for a girl, Christopher for a boy.
I had already designed baby announcements.
I had photo-ops planned.
I planned how M and the baby were going to share a room.
I'd asked every nursing mom I know to help me nurse the baby.
I'd started asking around about part-time jobs just in case I couldn't stay home.

I love the baby.